Breaking Point

My gravity is off
I lost footage for a brief moment
And haven't quite found my balance ever since

My gravity is off
Just as I caught myself
And got to picking myself back up again
In comes an insurmountable weight

My gravity is off
I leaned on you for support
But it felt more like cruel criticism than love

My gravity is off
The news of sadness next door
Reminds me of the sorrow that beckons

My gravity is off
What was once a natural motivator 
Is now a depressing dark thought

My gravity is off
The people I thought would be there
No longer walk the same roads

My gravity is off
The voices in my head
Seem to be changing how I'm lead

My gravity is off
The soft whisper in my spirit
Seems to have disappeared

My gravity is off
People turn to me for wisdom
I can't even hear my own words

My gravity is off
They smile and laugh and call me great
Yet they are only after their own agendas

My gravity is off
My gravity is way off 
I've reached my breaking point

~Sometimes you have to break before you receive your breakthrough!